as i have promised
maybe i'll share abit about wad have been troubling me much
ever since i came back

i dunno how many of u ppl (if there's anyone visiting my blog)
noe the real reason y i came back to indo
i keep using the reason of "family problem"
which is actually partly true
cos in actual fact, its bcuz my dad passed away...
and so, thats when the torture begins

i nvr realised how strained the relationship between my dad and his siblings
n i can finally see how much they detest my fam
1. they just decide on their own and pull me out of sgp
so i broke my promise to my close friends (i promised that i wud be back)
2. those Bit**es who nvr called me, or even bother knowing me started spreading nasty rumours about me. PLS! they see ntg, but hell, they sure have alot to say, alot to crap about
3. as a result, whole fam affected
all dislike ours, all against us
HOW WONDERFULL
they still have the nerve to pretend to be so 'caring' about my dad after he died
before, they mocked him in his deathbed, dun even care visiting him much in the hospital
and many more

anyways
so now i'm very, extremely burdened about all these
and school didnt manage to make me frgt of all those bitter memories for one bit
...
cant do much i guess
since they are adults, have the 'power' to say all they want
all they wan to crap
but then, most of my uncles n aunts are DUMB enough to believe all the stupid things the 3 'goddess of rumour' said
REALLY DUMB

sigh
and i'm grounded!
cos the transport system here in indo sucks big time
cant go out anywhere
(also bcuz of the stupid rumour)
but then wad hurt me the most is that
noone trust me
but trust them more
even who is suppossed to be the closest to me
my parent
wad an agony

i even thought of suicide b4
but then
it wud b a great sin!
so i'm gonna live up my life to prove those #@%&$%!^!&*!! wrong
i'm so gonna prove them wrong
for now, i'll let u enjoy ur sweet victory, u murders


[it'll take time for me to frgt all these, a huge amt of time. And i'm told to frgive thm. thats the hardest]

feilicia
10 june 1992
maybe short temper at times n level headed at times .
wanna run away from this 'home' =.=
wanna learn violin real badly!!!
i want to be taller!
missing SINGAPORE PPL!
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