I'm pissed
With people and myself
Guess I'm disappointed at both

Someone told me "this is not about learning lessons..
its bout picking yourself up
you're just a coward living in your own past..
not facing up to your problems directly..
and facing the world everyday with that glum and awful face of yours..
and when other people have different views..
you think everyone's of a same kind and fails to try again..
and as always there's always someone who care for you..
from deep within their hearts..
life is full of setbacks..
you gave up on yourself..
dun give me'...' cause you should be disgusted by the way you look at yourself..
face life positively.."

Ya I'm a coward living in my own past
Unable to let go,trapped inside
But think, you think I've never tried to get out of there?
Do you think I liked it there?Being like this?
Do you know? The many times I tried getting myself out of there,
there are noone to support me?
Instead they pushed me back,locked me inside that cage
I wanted so much
To let all go
But that very moment I had those thoughts,
My friends proved me wrong
Unconsciously or consciously,its the same not?

Maybe what I do is always wrong
My method is wrong
My actions are wrong
The way I expresses things are wrong
Everything I do is wrong
And nothing I do is ever right to the others I know

Let them see all the bad sides of me
And let them say whatever things that they want too...
I,on the other hand,will do what I can to get things straight

feilicia
10 june 1992
maybe short temper at times n level headed at times .
wanna run away from this 'home' =.=
wanna learn violin real badly!!!
i want to be taller!
missing SINGAPORE PPL!
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